"FOUR SHADES OF NIGHT"

it has come to my attention
unfortunately
that drugs and insomnia
is the best base for poetry
and that happiness
is an enemy to it

i categorically condemn
every single person
that has ever parttaken
in advertisement,
this soul-rotting enterprise of Mammon :  
sincerely, i hate you

my biggest unrealizable dream
is to, but for a moment,
have a morning cigarette
with a newly woke Dolly
an early morning in the Smokeys
in the late 1960's

i want to crush my apartment
and dismantle it with my bare hands :
i need to scream
because i need to rest
but i can not