"I WANT TO EXCEED GOD'S EXPECTATIONS"

i seek to unveil the mystery
of the relation between qualia and its noumena :
are these colours produced by the mind or,
are they inherent and inseparable properties of the object ?

similarly, i seek to unveil the mystery
of the tribology between man and his religion :
are feelings of providence, peace and redemption
produced by the mind as phenomena of delusion -
a psychological mechanism of self-preservation -
or, authentic, inherent, and inseparable
phenomenological properties of religion itself?

i believe that religion and not science
will ultimately turn out to be
the true bathymetric study of the human soul
and its experience in this world

the soul of man is a Thesean ship
carried by the ocean of experience :
an experience we can only hope
is not entirely phenomenal
but also an actual, extant reality on the outside

we must believe the actuality of the objective :
the alternative is the purest form of nihilism

i think God expects the worst but hopes for the best :

attempt the infinite regress into God !

if only but an attempt...

 escape finally
 this great human stigmergy
 away from God

we must want to exceed God's expectations :
the alternative is nothing but inhuman !