Wednesday, January 10, 2024

"THE ARCHEONAUT'S RETURN"

   the Archeonaut beheads Pa-Bil-Sag
  and devours the bloodpour spurting

   the disgorged carotid arteries
   of the two raped Mash-Tab-Ba-Galgal  
   explode  

cosmic vermilion starblood descends
upon the satin bed of Ab-Sin

    ripening cadavers in the sky
    leak the visceral crud
    as the Anunnaki advances
    dimensionally

    wormhole blitzkrieg

    what once was thought of as eternal
    disappears

    what once was thought of as sacred
    spoils

    the Bull of Heaven is slaughtered for meat

astral bandit-packs of poachers –
scorpion men and Gidim haunters –
severed the horns of Lu-Ḫun-Ga
and leashes the ram in planetary orbit

    readily established principles of basic science
    are ripped from their roots

    black orbs magnetize and de-magnetize

    the lodestones are destroyed forevermore

    nothing calibrates correctly anymore

    times are dire
    time is dire
    time is horrifying

   nine mighty portals open
   to the nine wormholes of Irkalla

    cosmic strings of negative mass
    are spun by the spider deity
    between Tharsis and Elysium
    where the Anunna once reigned

   immense meta-lunar pulsations
   from hidden cosmic conduits
   warp the dimensions into bits and shrivels

    a signal beckons from the tenth planet

    a ghastly sterile universe metaphysically starts to prolapse

    the Archeonaut returns in an asteroid belt
    burning like the quasar-halo of An !

Tuesday, January 9, 2024

"VANCOUVERITE METROPOLITAN HELLSCAPE" (work in progress)

inspired stylistically by, once again, the Frenchies : Baudelaire, Lautreamont, Rimbaud... and the contemporary absolute inhumane cesspool of a hellhole that is the Downtown Eastside district of Vancouver, Canada. God be with them. 

                        * * *
   (prelude)
 
  the buzzing of the evening insects
  presage evil !

  here are black wolves ! here are ghosts and fiends
  and here are blackest of demons !
 
  and black be the murk tonight with devils !

be forewarned ! and be accursed...
you, who set eye on these
perilous passages and venomous verses :

  you have no idea
  how dark, complex,
  cynical and hopeless
  this all can get

       I

  Twilight has its way, come Night :
  come, cloudings of bloodsucking bat !
  come, sleep to the toddlers and calm to the dogs at guard;
  come respite to the dwellers of the parks and the streets
  come, peace below these stars :

  the paperboy delivers his papers,
  the planet spins its distance,  
  the cat kills its rats
  and the rapist has his victims :
  the youngster drugs himself to death
  first thing out of rehab
  and the girl is sold by the person
  she thought she could trust the most

 Tranq abusers hide and disappear
  like roaches at the break of morning
  into the ruins and cellars and destitute housings

  scarabs hiss the songs of pestilence and dirty needle :
  wailing banshees of despondency
  psychotic on the corner of a street
  screaming their anguish to the lot of the world :
  unprocessed traumas left to die on the bottom of the needle ocean

  an unwanted nuisance child
  born from a night of desperation
  is abandoned by a crack-fiend mother
  rotten to her spiritual core :
  tragic, suffered, broken, yes - but guilty  :
  God may have mercy on this demon bitch but i can not !

  and such are the realities
  of the absolute form of existentialism
  whose principles govern this world and its human enterprise...

  impossible moral equations
  float in the Night's aether
  as all moral philosophies come to die
  at this graveyard of God :
  unfathomable narcotic abyss...
 
  no hope escapes
  the black hole

  no light escapes
  the intravenous event horizon
 
  gloomy visions of destitute social ruin
  greet the traveler beyond the threshold :
   
   be forewarned ! traverse at your own peril

  you have no idea
  how dark, complex,
  cynical and hopeless
  this all can get

   II

Uaedurt-Nitsuj swings his mighty sceptre
from the palace made of glass on the cloud !

guileless ignorance, pathologized empathy
and Machiavellian hypocritical asshole self-interests
intermix to astounding political success
in the depraved social policies
of an unscathed academic and economic elite

and upon the throne sits the Emperor of Liberty
beneath which breaks the bones of the people :
binding his nation under the might of his luring spell -
deride him by his anti-name : Uaedurt-Nitsuj !

   extremist liberal policy
   paves the way
   to unstoppable demonic degeneracy
   and incalculable human tragedy

   misery
   indignity
   suffering
   penury
   ruination  
   and degradation
   spreading rampant

    a shame amongst shames !
    a sin amongst sins !
    a dumpster fire to reach the crest of the stars !
    a dumpster fire forever to burn
    until the very rings of Saturn are dosed
    with the poisonous powders of paradise !

     III

the Opioid Hyaenas scavenge the badlands :

vast swathes of sand-dunes and rocky plains
dotted with but a rare lush oasis : the public rest-room !
some store to rob ! a woman to mug (or worse) !

 ghastly wraiths wrapped
 in desomorphinous miasma

the toxic spittle of schizophrenic vagrants
hail upon the virulent alleys of Vancouver

the old narrow streetways, piss-stenched
piss-drenched, incensed with tobacco and vomit
in puddles of needles and leakage
lies the white body beneath the news-papers
yet another straw in the harvest
yet another bundle of dulled and depressed enthusiasms
exalted in the final morbid ecstasy
of overdose death

 tragic and irreparable souls
 absorbed into the fractal Mandelbrot nightmares
 of crystal methamphetamine psychosis
 stutter about in awkward circumambulatory ritual
 in the bleak shadowry of a failed
 modern urban project

 bodies contort into unsightly
 bizarre caricatures of humans :
 seemingly impossible extra-ductile formations
 of grotesque human appearances
 as if drawn from the deranged mind
 of a cartoonist in a mare's neurosis
 fill the city streets

 docile servants of the Xylazine cross !   

 gnarled and mangled and malformed
 backs bent into fixations
 genuflexed perpetually in worship of the dope deity,
 frozen to rigormortic states,
 gargoyle-esque shells of humans
 petrified into stone
 molten into concrete
 dissolved in pools of  indignity
 splattered by the syphilitic blood
 between the condom and the razor
 between the zip-loc bag and broken teeth
 yet another human being
 is thrown on the heap
 to burn away and evaporate
 in the indifference
 of tomorrow morning rising

    (such is the nature of sacrifice
     for abusing horse tranquilizers)

    IV

dead roseate eyes long-gone stopped  
in even an attempt to seek to mitigate
the ever-lasting spiritual molestation of trauma
lose themselves to their chemical love once again

to the serenity of capitulation
to the apathetic self-defeat
to the final and definitive abandonment of trial

as the drug
once again
triumphs
conquers
infects
spreads
and wins
 
escorted by narcotic fumes
are these emaciated throngs
moving about the shit-dirt streets
in chase of fentanyl neverland

landscapes wherein morality dissolves,
landscapes where morality and survival clash
where love is like oil in water or a bubble of air in a vein
and where compassion dilapidates into tooth-rot
in the mouth of a leprous community

here is the bridge of sighs !

here are the gates to a certain kind of hell

an Abyss where hopes come to die

      V

demarcated by a cloistery of garbage
is the loggia upon which they must walk
their Downtown Eastside Via Dolorosa :
human-spirit-system-failures on the nihilist's hopeless quest
to become drunk from the champagne of the sap
of the black rotten tree

detachment and dispassion,
corruption and unbound degeneracy
is the law of the land
in this paradise of  flickering eyes

here is the closest they ever came to Love !
and the extremest form of love a person can feel,
is the love for the needle Eden : not the purest,
not the noblest; not the most beautiful nor meaningful love,
but the extremest !

thick as the billows of a rubber fire
burn the opium mists their eyes
and carried they are as if by beautiful angels
into artificial utopia...

   the road to hell is paved with good intentions,
   and this extremist liberal policy
   paved the way to unstoppable demonic degeneracy
   and incalculable human tragedy
   misery
   indignity
   suffering
   penury
   ruination  
   and degradation
   in the modern Canadian city

  you have no idea
  how dark, complex,
  cynical and hopeless
  this all can get

    a shame amongst shames !
    a sin amongst sins !
    a dumpster fire to reach the crest of the stars !
    and the Demiurge takes a hit
    off of the noxious gasses
    of this Vancouverite metropolitan hellscape
    burning in a pestilent sulphurous glow
    down there !

    (afterword)


do they even remember
what it feels
to feel human

i wish the Divine Mercy
upon every last single one of them ! ! !